Untold Beliefs and Goals

My Truths.

~Taken straight from my Journal no filters~

“Hey, it’s me again, Improving ever so slightly but undeniably so. I have gotten stronger mentally, Physically and emotionally. It has not been a straight path, there have been many moments where I have wanted to give up (sometimes I still feel so) but I know it is through action and consistency that results appear.”

Financial forthcomings.

“It has been nine months since my project of making courses with Julian my old art teacher has begun. We have made no visible progress or monetary results. I have made our sole finished video and published it with some minor setbacks.”

Have I wasted my time?

“No, I have learned more and more. Business should start fast, with as few people as possible and with consistent output/products. Will I continue my journey with the course business?”

~Silence~

“Juan a good friend and editor is getting my computer and we will send him videos to edit and publish for now. I may be moving soon to a different place far away and get a new job, hopefully something that will help me learn and grow in the U.S or Colombia. I am saving twenty-eight dollars every Friday, along with what I have saved up will be my wiggle room between going to Colombia for a month and finding a new job when I get back.”

Yearning for Knowledge

“I am driving to and from work now. I am practicing and want to get my license as soon as possible so when I move, I’ll have the skills to drive if necessary. My goal is by the end of this year to have my Driver’s license.”

“Currently studying for my security license. Wanting to study daily and obtain my license as well before I move.”

“I must dedicate myself to my new journey.”

“I wish to improve my health and quality of life. Learn more about my health and start implementing fixes to my unnoticed health issues. My feet are pronated a bit, my posture needs work, my teeth can be healthier, my breathing can be better, and my sleep could be improved. one step at a time. Little consistent efforts with show results as they did before for my past shortcomings.“

Bonding

“I wish to improve and have more communication with my mother. Listen more and talk more with her about my life and other interesting topics.”

“Hanging out more with friends, listening more to them and giving them a good laugh.”

“I desire with all my heart to maintain my relationship with Esmeralda. Cheerish our moments more, be there for her and help her as much as I can with what I have.”

“Finally, I want to initiate my bonding with God or at least redo it properly. I am conscience that life is too complex yet simple if you look at it from a different perspective. Let go of my worries that are not under my control and give them to you.”

“God is for the strong I have been too weak to see that, for one to face against such unfathomable odds and push through adversity the self needs a desperate reason to even attempt such a feat. Only through accepting what can be done alone and what is not under man’s control may I concentrate on and act. I will demolish my ego and humble myself. Have faith in my practices and efforts. Believe in myself and in you most all.”